The elevator doors slid shut with the kind of quiet, polished finality that expensive buildings specialize in, and for one strange second I stood there with my cardboard box in both hands and thought, so this is how three years end.

Not with applause. Not with a severance meeting in some leather-chaired office where men who couldn’t have done my job for forty-eight hours pretend to respect my contributions. Not with a dignified transition, not with a thank-you, not even with the usual corporate lie about wishing me the very best in my future endeavors.

Just the soft, almost sympathetic hiss of brushed metal and glass sealing me away from the floor I had practically lived on, and a plain brown box that looked too cheap to contain the better part of my professional life.

Inside it, the contents of my usefulness sat in careful, ridiculous silence.

A framed certification I’d earned after eighty-hour weeks and the kind of exhaustion that makes you forget your own reflection.
A small snake plant that had survived on fluorescent light and stubbornness.
A leather notebook whose corners had softened from constant handling.
A mug that read Make it make sense in black typewriter font, which I’d once bought because I thought irony would keep me sane.