The silence after your words is worse than shouting.
It’s the kind of silence that makes your ears ring.
A guard shifts his stance, as if expecting violence from the question alone.
Damian stares at you like you just stabbed him and handed him a bandage in the same motion.
“Why would you think that?” he asks, voice hoarse, and the hoarseness is what convinces you.
Men like him don’t get hoarse unless something broke inside.
“Because of how you looked at her picture,” you say, nodding toward the portrait.
“And because my mom told stories.”
You feel your cheeks heat, embarrassed, like you’re admitting you still believe in bedtime things.
“She told me about a man in a big house on a hill.”
“A man who’s scary to everyone else but… not to her.”
“A man who’s lonely,” you whisper, “but has a warm heart when he thinks nobody’s watching.”
Damian closes his eyes like he can’t stand the image in his head.
When he opens them, he’s looking at you like you’re both a miracle and a punishment.
Then he does something you don’t expect from a monster.
He pulls you into his arms.
Not gently, not like a polite hug, but like someone grabbing the last lifeline before the ocean drags it under.
Your face presses against his suit jacket, and it smells faintly like smoke and rain, like he stepped out of a storm and never fully dried.
You feel his heart pounding, too fast, too hard.
You feel his arms tighten around you as if he’s afraid you’ll disappear the way your mom did.
And in that grip, you realize the Wolf has been starving too, just in ways nobody dared say out loud.
“I’ll find your mother,” he whispers, voice shaking with something that sounds like a vow and a threat at the same time.
“Even if I have to burn this whole city down to do it.”
You pull back just enough to look at his face.
His eyes are dark and sharp, but there’s something raw in them now, something human bleeding through the cracks.
“Then, Dad,” you say, voice small but steady, “where do we start?”
Damian’s mouth tightens, like your word for him is both a gift and a weight.
He stands up, still keeping one hand on your shoulder, and the guards straighten like puppets pulled by invisible strings.
“Marcus,” Damian says, and a man steps forward from the shadows.
Marcus Webb, right-hand, the kind of guy whose eyes scan exits before he scans faces.
“Lock the estate,” Damian orders.
“Double the perimeter. No one comes in, no one leaves without my say.”
Then Damian looks down at you again, softer for half a breath.
“And get her something to eat. Something warm.”
You’re given soup in a quiet room with soft chairs you’re afraid to sit on.
A maid brings you a blanket, and you try not to cry at the kindness because crying feels like weakness you can’t afford.
Damian returns with a box in his hands.
He sets it on the table like it’s sacred and dangerous.
Inside are papers, old photos, a few dried flower petals pressed into a book, and a small silver locket.
Your mom’s locket.
You recognize it because you used to hold it to your ear and imagine you could hear her heartbeat through it.
Damian’s fingers brush it like it burns.
“I kept everything,” he says quietly.
“Every trace she left. Every clue. Every rumor.”
His jaw flexes.
“Four hundred and eighty-seven days,” he adds, and you realize he’s been counting.
Not because he’s obsessive.
Because counting is what people do when they’re trying to control grief.
That’s when the truth starts leaking out like poison from a cracked bottle.
Damian met Scarlet eleven years ago in a flower shop so small it smelled like fresh rain even when the sky was clear.
Everyone else in the city flinched at his name, but she didn’t.
She looked at him like he was just a man who forgot how to be gentle, and that made him reckless.
She didn’t love the Wolf, he admits.
She loved Damian.
And loving Damian meant she saw the parts of him he hid under violence and power.
Two years into that love, she got pregnant.
Damian wanted to protect his child, but protection in his world is always paid for in blood.
Scarlet made a decision without asking permission, because she knew permission would come too late.
She disappeared.
She raised you in the quiet places, in rented apartments with cheap curtains, always moving, always watching doors.
Not because she didn’t love him, but because she loved you more than she feared being alone.
You sit very still while he talks, because the story sounds like both a fairy tale and a warning.
Part of you wants to scream at him for letting her vanish.
Part of you wants to hug him again because you can hear the regret scraping his throat raw.
Before you can ask the next question, Marcus rushes in, face tight.
“Boss,” he says, and even his tough-guy voice sounds unsettled, “we got something.”
Damian’s head snaps up.
“Talk.”
“Scarlet’s last place,” Marcus says. “It’s been hit.”
Damian goes still.
“Neighbors heard shouting three days ago,” Marcus adds.
Your stomach drops, because three days is a lifetime when you’re waiting for someone to come home.
Damian’s eyes go to you like he’s measuring whether to tell you the truth or protect you from it.
You beat him to it.
“She left something for me,” you say, and your hands dive into your backpack like you’re pulling out a weapon.
It’s a notebook, worn, pages swollen from being handled too much.
Damian takes it, flips it open, and you watch his expression change from confusion to disbelief.
It’s not a diary full of feelings.
It’s maps, schedules, names, license plates, guard rotations, sketches of doors and locks.
Your mom didn’t just hide.
She hunted.
Scarlet Morgan, the florist, turned herself into an intelligence file because she refused to be powerless.
Damian’s thumb traces a line on the page, and his breath catches.
“This is Thornton’s layout,” he murmurs.
The name lands like a grenade.
Victor Thornton, the enemy Damian has bled against for years, the man who would burn Damian’s life down if he could.
Damian looks at you, and his voice goes low.
“She was watching him,” he says, stunned.
“For us,” you whisper back, because now you understand why your mom’s eyes always scanned windows.
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